Me.

I may be strong but I'm very fragile. I stress easily and smile more than I feel like it. I"m not very picky but I know what I like and what I don't. I'll try ALMOST everything once and have a taste for adventure. I like to try new foods. My sweet tooth can over take me at times but I usually gorge on veggies soon after. Anything with a little spice is yummy. I do enjoy cooking, more so if I haven't had a long day. I have never talked to God as much as I should, and that applies even more so now. That is something I am greatly concerned about and working on.

I maybe underage but I do enjoy a beer or two. I never aim to get drunk but when/if I do, I realize my limitations. And stay in control of myself. I never let alcohol be my excuse and never let anything happen to LET alcohol be an excuse.

I love loud music. I love to dance. HipHop is great but country has it all. Classical helps me concentrate and think. And different country music(Irish, Japanese, ect.) makes me smile.

I think better with a PENCIL in my hand. Not a pen and not a keyboard.

I have anxiety problems and panic attacks. But I am getting better at controlling them and being a big girl.

I love football. LOVE. I am a sports girl. I love being active. I want to learn about Lacrosse and Rugby. Sometimes I get into a baseball game, but not often. I am a Saints fan. College wise I love the Hogs and LSU. Hockey is somewhat of an interest to me.

Fashion is fun. I enjoy I enjoy putting things together and even making some of my own clothes. I also LOVE shiny shoes. And I get really annoyed when designers do stupid things.

I am walking away from a man who loves me unconditionally because I know he deserves better. Because I do not know that I can love. Let alone love as he does. I easily forgive others but have a hard time forgiving myself. He is amazing. And will one day find someone who has his convictions and can treat him exactly how he deserves.

I have a hard time balancing myself. I give myself almost entirely to the things that are important to me. My goal is to be better balanced in all aspects of my life.

I am a night all and a day lover. I see through the lens of a camera and can turn a dumpsite into a beautiful photograph. But don't ask me to draw anything more than a tree or flower.

These are a few things that I have learned (and have known) about myself lately.

Just a small few.